Wanted: Japanese boyfriend!

These days, I am learning Japanese conversation because I want to have a Japanese boyfriend. Funny, right? I don’t why I am so fond of Japanese these days. I have always dreamed of having one. I already experienced being lovey-dovey with a Korean guy, but never had experienced it in a Bishonen. For the past few months, I have tried to learn how to cook Japanese food, making bento, and eating sushi. I didn’t really like sushi before, but I have learned eating and enjoying it as well. Then, awhile ago, I was talking to a friend living abroad, he is also learning Japanese. However, he cannot understand what I am saying. I became an “otaku” to him since I taught him a lot of simple Japanese words.

Anyway, I actually want to talk about my feelings below, but I just don’t know how to start it, so here it goes.

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Several months ago, I met this person whom I thought I’m going to live and die for, but I recently learned that he found his one true love. I was so shocked to know about this, but I have to keep it lightly. I believe everything happened for a reason. Having into all sorts of relationship in the past, I became skeptical meeting someone and going into a deep relationship with him. I thought that if ever I have another relationship, it has to be with a sincere person. All the while I thought he was sincere, but he was not.

Is this crying over spilled milk or maybe sourgraping? I don’t know. I just felt betrayed.

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Ack~! So serious, eh?