I want to have another boyfriend again. Not that I am ready to have one, but I am longing to have one. I hope to have someone to lean on when I feel tired and need comfort. I want to feel the nearness of a strong shoulder and chest. I want to smell the scent of a man!
It may sound weird, but I felt this way. Strange it may seem, but it just came across my mind. I'm happy being single, yet I just want to feel like a woman again. To have someone I can talk to, to share the future with, to cry or laugh with, to feel jealousy, betrayal from a lover, and most of all~ love. I may be full of love from my family and friends, but I am longing for something more. More like a love from the person I'd be living with for the rest of my life.
I want to feel cared of. I have been caring for other all these years, I want someone to take care of me too.
There has been someone that I treasure and like all this time. I think I am willing to give it a try with him. I think I want him to be my boyfriend. It's just that, he's quite far from me now. He's working overseas and it's difficult for us to meet everyday. It's like I am Elizabeth Swan, waiting for my Flying Dutchman to disembark after 10 years in the sea, only to be with for 24 hours. It's quite difficult, but it's the only way we'd be able to live the life we long to have.
...til then!
It may sound weird, but I felt this way. Strange it may seem, but it just came across my mind. I'm happy being single, yet I just want to feel like a woman again. To have someone I can talk to, to share the future with, to cry or laugh with, to feel jealousy, betrayal from a lover, and most of all~ love. I may be full of love from my family and friends, but I am longing for something more. More like a love from the person I'd be living with for the rest of my life.
I want to feel cared of. I have been caring for other all these years, I want someone to take care of me too.
There has been someone that I treasure and like all this time. I think I am willing to give it a try with him. I think I want him to be my boyfriend. It's just that, he's quite far from me now. He's working overseas and it's difficult for us to meet everyday. It's like I am Elizabeth Swan, waiting for my Flying Dutchman to disembark after 10 years in the sea, only to be with for 24 hours. It's quite difficult, but it's the only way we'd be able to live the life we long to have.
...til then!
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